Prerace
After all the prep and miles, the Shamrock is in the books. It was both wonderful and hard in almost equal measures. I had been watching the weather forecast since last weekend and it didn’t look good (though even a weatherman saying they know what will happen tomorrow typically shouldn’t be trusted). Sunny days right up until Sunday when thunderstorms and wind was forecast. As the week went on it began changing subtly; by Wednesday they were scattered thunderstorms, by Thursday it was mostly cloudy with a 40% chance of rain, by Friday mostly sunny with a 20% chance of rain.

Putting the first name on is genius
We traveled Saturday morning on a lovely day and got into our hotel at about 2:20. As luck would have it one of my favorite authors, Patrick Rothfuss, was in Virginia Beach for a signing. As luck would have it… I didn’t make it to see him. Just couldn’t work out the timing in order to get my race packet on time. So we settled in and then went to the convention center to get my packet. Julia documented the journey and captured me receiving my bib. Of course I had to wear my Marine Corps shirt. That’s just logical.
We spent the rest of the day playing on the beach with Julia. It was quite frigid with the wind — and the wind had me petrified for the following day — but we made the best of it. After that it was a pasta buffet at the hotel — not great, not horrible — and an attempt at sleep. Attempt.
Race day

My traditional warrior walking to the pits image
Sunday dawned — after a frankly miserable night of sleep — with no clouds and temperatures ranging from 50 to a bit over 70 through the race. I got suited up and headed to the starting line a little over a mile and a half down the road. My mind wandered quite a bit trying to get over the anxiety. For the Marine Corps I had no expectations. My training had had too many setbacks to realistically shoot for anything but finishing. For Shamrock, I knew I’d done the distance. Now I wanted to shoot for time. 4 hours to be exact. My training had gone pretty well but a few minor setbacks caused me to miss some of my longer long runs. Would the training be enough?
The first half
I got to the starting line with about 10 minutes to spare. Yes, I cut it a bit close but I didn’t want to stand around for 40 minutes like I had for the MCM. So a nice brisk walk then 10 minutes of shuffling from foot to foot sounded okay to me. Right before the horn I pulled off my two overshirts and tied them around my waist — I would see Cat and Julia in just over 10 minutes so I could drop them off — and off we went.
I had a 9:00 minutes pace planned. It’s what I’ve been training with forever. Holding to that pace would beat 4 hours by a decent margin. Even if I fell off the pace some towards the end I had a good 5 minutes of leeway. I hit the first mile marker at 9:01. Not bad, I know my pace pretty well. The Garmin was having fun in the buildings but it was reasonably accurate until later. I saw my girls soon thereafter and gave them my spare shirts and got some nice love. Second mile hit at 8:57 then it was over the bridge, the one “hill” of the race, repeated twice. Truly it was nothing.
Around 5 miles in — splits of 8:57 and 8:59 for 3 and 4 — my bladder was quietly calling and I finally caved in. I waited for a portapotty, ran in when it opened and… stood there with my dong in my hand. Shy bladder. I couldn’t go. I looked down at my watch and gave up. Mile 5 split was 9:52, I had blown almost a minute for nothing. That was the last time I stopped to try to pee. It continued to call quietly but it never got bad and eventually left me alone. My pre-race plan and advice from others after my bladder problems in the MCM had me stop drinking 2 hours prior to the marathon and then start again after about 2 miles in. Looks like pretty sound advice.
My 6 mile split was 9:24 I guess from still having some pee break time, but that was also where the Garmin started playing with me. The turnaround between miles 5 and 6 threw me off by a tenth of a mile. It was fairly easy to adjust as I wasn’t trusting the Garmin’s actual paces but rather my manual splits crossing the official mile markers. A previous long run had taught me that.

A sunny jaunt on the boardwalk, getting ready for the handoff
Through Camp Pendleton I maintained pretty decent splits of 8:56, 8:56 and 8:57 which brought me back to the bridge at mile marker 9. No problem on the bridge this way either and it was nice to say bye to the only real incline. Mile 10 was a bit too fast at 8:51. I saw my girls again between the 10 and 11 mile markers on the boardwalk where Julia executed a precision bottle switch and banana handoff and off I went again hitting mile 11 in 8:52. This took us to the main road where most of the pain would occur. I hit 12 in 8:59 which is about where I wanted to be. I hit the half marathon point at 1:58:44 which is pretty much on course especially given my bladder bust. For perspective, I hit the halfway point at the Marine Corps Marathon in 2:10:32.
That just leaves the second half. Gulp.
The second half
All along this section of the race is the last half of both the marathon and the half marathon coming towards you on the right side of the lane. The slower runners and walkers were just hitting the final miles of their races. So I did what I do: cheered them. Every name I could read off the front of the bib I’d cheer them. “That’s the way, Barb!” “Almost there, Don!” I didn’t cheer the ones with headphones; I didn’t wear headphones because they’re forbidden so if I don’t get to use the crutch those who did don’t get my support. This was a great distraction but I have a feeling it cost me somewhat in energy. Who knows. It still felt good to give some folks a pick-me-up.
I hit the next splits in 8:58, 8:59, 8:59, 9:00 and 8:58. That gets us to mile marker 17 and the end of the good portion of the race. The rest of the day was a giant pile of suck. I hit about 17 and a quarter and didn’t feel right. I normally maintain a 2-steps-in-3-steps-out breathing cadence when I’m at pace except for hills. I couldn’t do that anymore. I felt a bit light-headed and tingly. I didn’t want to walk but I did. It’s kind of obvious to see when you chart my average heartrate over the race. From about 1:30 in up until the 17 mile marker my heartrate was on a ramp up to 172. That’s high for me. I was just beat. I don’t really know why, whether it was the slight gradual incline to it or “wasting” my breath on cheering others, or whether it was the fact that the temperatures were higher than any I’d trained in since the MCM. I just did not feel right.
I didn’t walk for long but the pattern was set in motion. The 18 mile marker showed up at 9:46. 19 miles at 9:44. 20 at 9:51. I wasn’t running much slower but I had to walk. I’d just get beaten back down again. I had been hydrating like a mother the whole time, with a total of 48 ounces that I carried on me and I grabbed extra water at the aid stations. I had electrolytes from an S-Cap I took before the race and one mixed into my mid-race bottle. I carried a total of 7 Gu gels and had a banana at 10.5 in. I should have been adequately prepared… but I wasn’t for some reason. I know there’s a mental aspect as well as physical, but when I wasn’t feeling good I really wasn’t. I thought a number of times of calling it a day at a medical tent but I found just enough to keep going.
Then the 4 hour pace group passed me at mile 21 (10:03 split). I knew they were back there. I’d seen them at the start and at the turnaround prior to Camp Pendleton. I knew it was a matter of time. And during a walking break there they went. I knew I couldn’t do any more 9:09 splits. 4 hours was gone. I called Cat and told her that I was pretty beat and that I wouldn’t be there at 4 hours. I was going to finish but I didn’t know how long it would take. She gave me as much support as I could hope for and I was grateful. I started running again. 22 miles appeared in 11:39, the worst split of the day.

Finish line in sight

Getting a much-needed high-five from Julia
I picked it up as much as I could. Miles 23, 24 and 25 were hard miles. There was a fairly stiff headwind blowing sporadically that really wore us down. The crowds were starting to get there again and many people helped my spirits. Once I reached the turn to get onto the boardwalk I just went. I could finally see the finish line. At that point that was all I cared about. I hit 26 miles at 10:07 and found Cat and Julia waving and cheering. They hadn’t seen me finish the MCM but they were able to see this one. I gave Julia a high five and concentrated on putting one in front of the other. That final fifth of a mile looked long but I knew that it was almost over.

Finish line targeted
And then it was over. I remembered to smile. I remember to hit the stop button on the Garmin. 4:08:19 officially. A bit over 22 minutes faster than my MCM time. Not quite my goal, but a good time. I claimed my finisher medal and walked slowly forward through the volunteers, grabbing some water, getting a banana, getting some pretzels and a cookie. I thanked all of the volunteers I dealt with and eventually made my way out and found my girls who gave me all the love and encouragement I could hope for. At one point I told Cat to please remind me in the future when I say I want to do another one that I don’t want to run another marathon. Might have been the pain and disappointment talking. A long stroll back to the hotel along the water with my shoes off was the cap to a pretty memorable day.

It's DONE
Afterthoughts
The race was really wonderfully run. The swag was awesome: a long-sleeve tech shirt for registering, a tech hat and long-sleeve T for finishing and, of course, a medal. All of them are really wonderful bits of swag. The race course was clearly marked and the aid stations were both plentiful and well staffed. Everyone was supportive and enthusiastic.
My shirt was a success. I had a lot of people around me laugh at the joke on the back. I had several who told me my father would be proud which admittedly made me choke up a bit every time. One man told me my father had a good son. That got me too. The front of the shirt was just as good. Though the organizers were smart enough to put first names on the bibs to make it easier for everyone, I had a lot of people saying “Hi Brian!” or “Keep smiling, Brian” or some nice thing to say. That helped quite a bit.
I actually feel pretty good today. I felt better after this race than after the MCM, and that’s with another mile and a half or so walk along the beach back to the hotel. I drove us home today and I don’t feel any stiffer than I usually do after a long run. Maybe that means my problems are mental. Maybe not.
It was a good race. I feel good about my time, though I didn’t meet my goal. Will I run another? Never say never.